A Ponderable

Was it directed? But whether or not, I guess it can't be helped that I'm wondering if I'm suited for the regimen...................................

Not the first time for doubt to arise, but it seemed to reverberate stronger from within than the last time...

I'm in question of many things, more so than before.

What then, is the best solution? De-regimentalise or to regimentalise? Or is it not a question of regimen at all but other factors...???